Pain

pain sucks pain medication sucks if the meds work the pain is better but I feel tired and feel like i need to sleep alot sometimes the pain wakes me up pain makes me feel angry it makes me mean and mad. I don't want to have surgery because of the pain and the time but I don't want to have pain pain controls me it makes me not me pain is a different person if i could take that different person out and shoot it i would its always thers some days less somedays more I don't care if i get total relief just a lot less than i have when im asleep i don't feel it so i want to stay asleep pain go away pain go away pain go away